
Anniversaries of innocent people losing their lives in terrorist attacks encourage reflection. I was an undergraduate student at the University of Virginia on September 11, 2001. The morning of the attacks, I was in the building that housed the religious studies department and I was reading in a chair. A professor came walking down the hallway. I had never had a class with him and did not know him. I forget exactly how the exchange went, but he told me about the attack and said something about how we shouldn’t be surprised given U.S. behavior abroad. I don’t remember how I felt about his observation. It wasn’t a crazy notion at the time in hindsight and it certainly hasn’t aged worse than many other reactions in the aftermath. It was more an emotional response than a nuanced take on what we’d learn was Osama bin Laden’s own stated reasoning.
Of course, there’s a distinction between the idea that Americans should not have been surprised by what happened and the idea that the US deserved what happened. I don’t think the professor who broke the news to me was implying that the US deserved it. I know this sounds like a distinction without a difference to many people, but you could believe that U.S. foreign policy might have motivated the attack without thinking that the US deserved it. Indeed, by now it’s banal to all but the most jingoistic Americans that U.S. foreign policy creates enemies abroad. Whatever you thought of the terrorists’ motives and their bases in U.S. foreign policy at the time, it was obvious that the terrorists had killed thousands of innocent people. It was a tragedy for the victims, their loved ones, and for the country.
The news was shocking. I packed and went upstairs to the computer lab to get on the internet and find out what was happening. It may be banal to point this out but we did not have Wi-Fi at the time and the fastest way to get some news was to find a computer with a hardwire internet connection. I saw images of what was happening at the World Trade Center. I don’t remember what time it was exactly or what we knew for sure about what had happened.
My next clear 9/11-related memory is of Thanksgiving dinner almost two months later. My family went to the home of my parents’ longtime friends. By then, the US was waging war in Afghanistan after failing to come to terms with the Taliban over bin Laden and al-Qaeda. It was already clear that U.S. air strikes had killed hundreds of civilians. My girlfriend and I got into a heated argument with my parents and their friends over whether waging the war was justified or served a purpose. It was one of those stereotypical Thanksgiving dinner arguments between “naïve” liberals and their “crank” relatives. It was the only Thanksgiving dinner I ever participated in that became that way. I forget how it ended and whether we were able to enjoy each others’ company much after, but it was a formative moment for me. I was young and stupid, sure, but I knew I was right that the US was on shaky moral ground in the way it invaded Afghanistan and that its dilettantism would result in nothing but misery and waste. Twenty years later, it is obvious that I was right.
The myopia that led the US to destroy hundreds of thousands of lives and waste trillions of dollars over the last twenty years is still rampant in our political culture as evidenced by the freak-out over the withdrawal from Afghanistan. Amateur-hour armed excursions into other countries are stupid. Waging immoral war is evil. These are truisms, but it is impossible to conclude otherwise when we look at the costs.










